19000 Pound Part 18
"You are hard on him, dad."
"Come, Tessie, have I been? But for the fact that Josh is away on a holiday, what could I have done with him? There is not an ounce of farm work in him. They send such men out from the mother country--G.o.d knows what for--when we want only muscle, strength, and grit."
"He has been useful, dad."
"Useful! And when Josh comes back, what then? I have told him it is only a temporary job, and perhaps that is the reason."
"For what, dad?"
"His making love to you."
"Dad!"
"Oh, I know the world, Tessie, better than you do. He thinks you are a pretty girl, and that if he can make you love him, he is in for a soft thing."
"Oh, dad, you are unjust."
"I would to G.o.d he had never come here."
"Dad!"
"It is true. Marry? Of course you'll marry. It's a woman's mission in life. I can't say I have seen the man yet that I think worthy of you, but that is neither here nor there. But I did think you would fall into the hands of a man who had a bit of land of his own to walk on, and a roof of his own to cover him----"
"You are bitter, dad."
"I feel so, girlie. You are so bound up heart and soul in my heart and soul that what affects you affects me. I want to see you happy."
"I know that, dad."
"Tell me, he has not spoken to you of love yet?"
"Not--with his lips, dad--yet."
Then the old man groaned aloud. He knew it was hopeless to talk.
He prayed for the return of Josh that he might have a reasonable excuse for packing off Danvers.
And Josh--all that was left of him--after the inquest had been buried in the city cemetery.
CHAPTER XIII
LOVERS--MORE OF THE OLD STORY
"Tessie, why are you angry with me?"
"Angry?"
His question answered by another, answered to the accompaniment of elevated eyebrows and a pretty little expression of surprise--after the manner of her s.e.x.
"Well--yes. You are--aren't you?"
"Was never better tempered in my life."
"I rather wish that you would get ill tempered."
"Why?"
"Because--because then you are nicer. Nicer to me.
"Nicer, Mr. Danvers?"
"Mr. Danvers!"
"Well, that is your name, is it not?"
"Oh, certainly, Miss Depew."
The girl laughed nervously.
They were walking across the fields from the milking shed, the girl carrying the cream for supper.
"You are laughing now," he said.
"You said once you liked to hear me laugh."
"Oh, I mean you are laughing at me. Don't feel sufficient interest in me, I suppose? Please don't say it; I will take it you mean that."
"I think you are very horrid this afternoon."
"I feel so. My feelings are oozing up to the surface, I suppose. And I meant to----"
"To what?"
"Oh, it--it does not matter."
"You talk in--well, I can't understand you."
"Like a man awakening from a sleep. Wits have been wool gathering. I have been dreaming. Accept my apologies, Miss Depew."
"Miss Depew! How dreadfully formal you have grown."
"Blizzard came along, and froze me all up."
"Poor fellow!"